You Are...
February 26, 2004 � 12:14 a.m.

First Entry Today

Today's Weather: Moody and full of dread.

This one is called You Are...

See if you find the hidden message.

Damn me...for loving him so much.

Read my HISSY FITS----> just to see how bad it is.

*sigh*

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He is love, PERSONIFIED

and before I met him

all I ever knew,

hoped for,

wished for�

all I had ever wanted�

was just to be known by him.

In

Head over heels in

Crazy

Beautiful

Reckless

were his nicknames other girls regarded him as,

but I�

I simply knew him as,

and called him,

and regarded him�

as love�

�My love� I would beckon him by

and croon into him

when he would envelope me in his embrace�

yes�my love.

Never would I have imagined him leaving me,

abandoning me,

turning me away for the charms of another�

no�not love�

surely not my love�ever mine love�

but he did and he is gone�never mine love�

and now

all I know,

hope for,

wish for�

all I want is to forget I know of him

so I can gain back my shaky stability upon the quicksand

I live to walk on.

Out of

Lying

Destructive

Vindictive

Obsessive

are the names I regard him as now,

when once

I simply knew him as

and called him,

and regarded him�

as love�

�My love� I beckoned him adoringly by

until he left me here alone.

Now he is simply referred to as

gone.