merry december
December 05, 2003 � 8:46 p.m.

First Entry Today

OK...how fucking awesome am I that I have FINALLY made my own template all by myself?!!!??

PRETTY FUCKING AWESOME IF I SAY SO MYSELF!!!

Truthfully, I did need Angel�s help with the background being black and how to change my image to a gif so I could upload it to D-land, but all else I did on my own. How do you like it? It doesn�t suck too bad to you does it? I don�t care if it does anyway, because I LOVE IT!!

I am so freaking proud of me!!

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More than that, it is snowing outside, ladies and gents! Snow in December has to be the best thing ever!! The rest of winter�eh�we don�t need the snow, but in December it�s a must. It makes Christmas�.Christmas. Now all I need is a tree�a tree and some twinkle lights. I don�t need no gift or anything else. All I want for Christmas, all I have ever wished for every Christmas is a tree, pretty lights, and snow.

And love�I always wish for love.

Not relationship love, either. Just love. For everyone. Everywhere. Love.

The greatest gift of all.

I feel absolutely giddy.

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I got Cowboy�s gift today. I ordered him something he�s been bugging for for the longest. I know he�ll like it. It pisses me off that I got him something not only that he�ll like but also a little on the pricey side, when I know his gift to me will be some cheapy gift that he won�t put too much thought into and I�ll feel like an asshole when I open it. I know it�s the thought that counts, but the few times he got me gifts, he didn�t put much thought into them (except the price range) and that was when I WAS his girl. I can only imagine what he�s getting me now that we�re �friends.�

I�m still floored over the fact he got my ass anything at all.

People CAN surprise you sometimes, I guess.

Especially in December�

the only time any of my wishes seem to come true.

Merry December Everybody.

I wish you all love.