line in the sand
April 09, 2004 � 1:11 a.m.

First Entry Today

Today's Weather: Pissy...WAY pissy

So Jenny's friend, Rockhead, is already on my fucking shit list.

I mean, I had some reservations at first because of some of the weird shit that seems to be going on, but now...a line has ben drawn in the sand. I don't even know the bitch and I hate her.

Why, you ask?

Because I called Jenny earlier, and was trying to talk to her, but Rockhead was there and the whole time I'm on the phone, she is all in Jenny's face and parroting our conversation and making comments and she must have asked who was on the phone like 4 times. Look, she don't know me like that. Her and Jenny ain't that fucking cool that she has any right to be in any of OUR conversations and commenting on shit. She wouldn't shut up the whole time I was on the phone and you know, when Jenny talks to her and I'm around, I don't do childish shit like that. I just busy myself with other things. Yeah, it's annoying and sometimes boring, but I do it. I mind my own damn business.

But she didn't. She didn't respect any boundries at all. And so...

I hate her.

Petty? Damn right it's petty, but I don't give a fuck. Don't disrespect me like that. Jenny told her who was on the phone and she STILL kept talking to her and commenting on shit Jenny would say to ME...even though she's been with her all damn day and Jenny's staying there tonight, she still nosed in on our conversation, and I hate that shit. I hate bitches like that. It reminded me of something Swiz had complimented me on one time when we were on the phone and his boys were talking to him in the background and he had to keep interupting our conversation to answer them. He said he never knew a girl like me, that would sit and chill back when someone else would interrupt and not flip out or try to keep talking to be smart. "That's...class, girl. You make someone want to leave a room to talk to you...because folks like you only talk when you have something worthwhile to say. I like that about you."

And here she was...yapping away...and I never do that shit when she calls and it pissed me off beyond all belief.

I've never met her. I don't want to meet her. Jenny had said, "It's T-bird, say hi!" and held out the phone and the chick said something to her and never spoke.

What?!?! Who the fuck IS this bitch and who the hell does she think she's FUCKING with?!!??!

I hate her, I hate her, I hate her!!

I don't care if it's childish. She don't know me...know US...she has no right to disrespect like that. I'll stomp that bitch bloody if she pulls that shit again.

I fucking swear I will.

Fucking bitch.