last swiz swoon for 2003
December 26, 2003 � 8:55 p.m.

Second Entry Today

I am fazing you out. Slowly but surely, I am forgetting all of the things I love so much about you until soon there will be nothing left except the perfect love I have always had for you in my secret place that no one knew about but me.

Soon...you will be nothing except Swiz...a guy I used to know and still love...and I will always remember you fondly and always wonder about all that we could have been...

and when that happens, you will never have another chance to touch me...to hurt me...to love me.

Soon it will be too late, and you will have no one to blame but yourself for losing me. Everyday I am getting stronger and thinking about you less and less.

Soon you will be gone from me.

Soon.

Until then...you are all I know of love and obsession.

You are my one.

For now.

Soon you won't be my one anymore.

Soon.

Soon you will be gone.

I love you.