playground bullies
November 21, 2003 � 3:48 p.m.

First Entry Today

I hate my job.

And I am starting to truly hate my boss.

Monkey has turned into a fucking dick licking asshole and every time I look at him, all I want to do is punch him in his fucking face.

I am so pissed off I had to go on a fucking smoke break. Me�the girl that never smokes here during the day, had to go on a fucking smoke break because I was sitting at my desk and I was honestly 5 seconds from turning around and hitting him right in the back of his small ass head.

I am really REALLY starting to hate his punk ass.

I am so fucking sick and tired of other people dragging their feet, fucking around and doing nothing, and he doesn�t say a fucking word to them. A few weeks ago I asked him if our system kicked out an automatic email for something and he said yeah.

I told him today that customers weren�t getting it, and he told me he never fucking told me that it did. I was like so I imagined it? And he said �Yeah, because I never told you that. I would never tell you that.�

So now I�M a fucking crazy liar, right?

I hate him.

I hate it here.

I sound like a fucking five year whining on the playground when the bully punches me in the eye.

How the hell does a twenty-seven year old woman get reverted to a whimpering five year old little bitch?

I feel so childish and petty and now stupid too, as I sit here with tears of frustration in my eyes.

Nothing is worth this aggravation and degradation.

Nothing.

I fucking hate my boss.

I fucking hate this place.

I fucking hate my piece of shit life.