u suck dalyrical1!
August 08, 2003 � 2:41 p.m.

First Entry Today

Mood-Flippant

Make You Sweat-C & C Music Factory

"You were born to be my torment."-Jane Eyre

Recurring thought- Like whoa

A classic "What the Fuck?!?!" moment- Getting slammed in a review by someone that obviously only read the last 5-10 entries I wrote.

Now how the fuck can I get graded on that?!?

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The results are in my friends:

I suck.

At least according to Tou-Mou over at my first review site, Singes. Rest assured, I can take a knock or two...what was said didn't really bother me as I expected to get slammed. What knocked me off balance was I didn't get reviewed by the person I thought I would, and the person that supposedly did read and review me, only read like the last 5 maybe ten at the most entries. All the comments were about the latest stuff and THAT pissed me off. At least jump around to different entries at different times. I don't know how it's fair to grade and degrade something that you didn't thoroughly investigate, but whatever. And by the way, thanks about the sestinas thing. I have been meaning to fix it but I just kept forgetting what the hell it was I wanted to fix whenever I went into the template page.

Ahhh...the torment of being a mundane monkey. Thank you for wasting your time to rate me...and I don't mean that in a bitchy way...just in a sorry you wasted your time way.

So yeah...like I expected...I suck.

WOO HOO!!

Anyway...I went with Jenny to see Bad Boys II, and just like the typical black movie, within 2 days the viewing times had changed. We got there at 10 and the time had been changed to 9:35. Needless to say, I was pissed, mainly because they ALWAYS do shit like that when it's a black movie, no matter what the content is, or what kind of crowd it draws. So yeah, no Bad Boys. Instead, I introduced Jenny to the lovely world of Lady Croft.

I thought it was a really good movie, at bit more adult than the last one, which was cool. The confrontation scenes could have been better, though. More fighting, more tricks, more Lady Croft kicking bad boy ass.

Now, I'm not a lesbian, but I would soooo do Angelina Jolie! She is like...sex personified. Even when she's not trying to be sexy she's sexy.

Now that...that's real talent.

I got a chance to see Cowboy briefly last night, but I didn't get the chance to ask for my stuff.

His girlfriend was there.

She surprised the shit out of me when she came out of his room. Time stopped...I swear it did. It was a slap in the face wake up call.

He's gone girl, long gone...

now move the fuck on.

She seemed really nice, and I wish him the best. I hope he doesn't break her heart like he did mine, but I do hope she stomps the shit out his.

Shit, did I really write that?

Moving on...

Of course we did tarot cards again, and you know what? The energy that surrounds me must be strong as hell because once again...they said THE SAME DAMN THING!! It was so weird! The first reading we did was just a general life question and it brought up Cowboy, Swiz, money, Jenny, and work, and it was accurate as hell. Like dead on. I did one on Cowboy and it came out like all the others...I've won the battle and I need to move on. It warned me against jealousy and said that now would not be the time for any verbal confrontation as it may get taken the wrong way, and any written communication may cause me more confusion. I was planning on talking to him about my stuff and I was going to write a poem and a letter to him for his birthday. Can it get any clearer?

The ones I read on Swiz, though, were fucking freaky as hell. According to the cards, HE is the love of my life Swiz. The love of my life. Uh huh.

It mentioned outside obstacles such as Cowboy and his girlfriend, said we have choices to make soon, and an unforseen occurance with a wedding, pregnacy, or baby (I'm thinking that means something about his daughter). They said how I would have trouble trusting him because of his situation and everything. I mean...they covered everything. More than that, we read then twice on two different decks, and I got the SAME exact cards both times...just placed a bit different in the second reading.

How fucking odd is that?

I don't even want to start to try to absorb that information.

Swiz just called me and I put in the order for his conga. He said I have a sexy phone voice...puuuuurrrrrrrr.

He said he really wants to come by with his daughter this weekend, but it looks like I will end up having to work tomorrow after all if I don't get this stupid report done.

I really hope I get to see him this weekend.

I miss his face.

I miss him.

Period.

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TODAY'S HOROSCOPE

Emotionally, you should generally be feeling good, Thea, but for some reason, every time you try to set a plan into motion, you end up running into difficult snags that make it hard for you to proceed. The hardest part today will be getting things started. If you find that this is the case, switch gears and concentrate on finishing up old projects instead. Follow through on your promises of delivery.

Your Rising Sign

Sudden and unexpected changes may occur within your circle of friends. New people from far away could come onto the scene, and could become close friends. Some of them could be well educated, or work in fascinating fields. The Moon augurs well for learning through friends and acquaintances, and for promising new connections that might prove invaluable in the future.

Daily Numeroscope - August 8, 2003

Today the subject will be independence and originality. Today's vibrations will push you to follow your path and to copy no-one nor to envy anyone. Try to find what corresponds with you the most, what really concerns you, and drop the rest. You can evolve if you live in harmony with yourself. So, escape and break out of your prison, even if you feel a little bit solitary in the wide open spaces alone...