cheshire desire
August 07, 2003 � 6:44 p.m.
Second Entry Today
Mood-Frustrated
Can I Sit Outside Your Door-Me'shell Ndegeocello (Isn't that the coolest name?!)
"And then you came out there to say good bye and I had to come back to hug you. You came to me and I'll always love you for that." Frank DeHaven
Recurring thought-I hope he calls before I go into the movies!
A classic "What the Fuck?!?!" moment-Swiz calling to let me know that he might not be able to make it over with his daughter this weekdend because his parents want to spend time with her...but he'll still "get up" with me this weekend.
Huh? How? Did I miss something?
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I have decided that I am not going to let this review thing phase me. I am prepared for the fact that I will probably get slammed by both, as one reviewer is an excellent writer (and I know I have errors in here somewhere!!)and the other is the high school honor student (teens seem to avoid this place like the plague...too broody and not gadgety enough). So I will patiently await my judgement and see what people who wouldn't normally read me think of me.
This should be interesting.
I have to take my car in on Saturday to get worked on and by Sunday I will be broke. Ain't that a bitch? Two weeks of busting my ass overtime and I'll be broke in 2 damn days.
I need a better paying job.
I talked to Monkey today and he apologized for being a prick yesterday and we explained ourselves to each better. We were both wrong. I didn't know he had scheduled me on Saturdays because he HAD to and NEEDED me here over the weekend and he admitted that I was his best worker and he sometimes takes that for granted. I still told him he needs to train a backup for my job in case "something happens". He didn't like the sound of that at all, but he agreed to pull someone aside so I could train them.
Swiz called me today and said he was looking to buy some instruments but he couldn't figure some stuff out on the web. I told him I would help him out with whatever information he needed and that made him happy. He's looking forward to getting some congas. I'm going to get the stuff in my name so I can get the discount for him. He's really into his conga drums and he is really talented...I just want to help him any way I can. Plus I would be helping him get a clave for his daughter.
Hey...any angle I can get, ok?
He's probably not going to be able to swing by with the kid this weekend, though. His parents want to spend some time with both of them and he said he will more than likely get trapped there most of the day. So I said no sweat, trying not to sound too disappointed, but then he got that tone in his voice and said, "But I'LL be getting up with you this weekend, ok?" I started grinning like a cheshire and twirling back and forth in my chair like I was a school girl. I finally managed to giggle out "Ok...that would be cool." He said he would call me later on tonight and I was grinning so hard my damn cheeks started hurting. He gave me a sexy little "Bye The-The" and then he was gone.
That made my whole day.
Shit...that made my week!
I hope he calls me either before or after I get to the movies so I don't miss his call. He always calls when he says he will call. Hmmmm...I wonder if he'll be making a "midnight run" tonight.
Ok...not EVEN gonna go there right now!
Tonight, I'm venturing out with my lovely Jenny Bear to see Bad Boys II. Yummy!
I don't know if I'll see Cowboy when I get there tonight or if I do, what mood he'll be in as to whether he knows me or not, but I'm ready for him.
I feel like I'm ready for anything right now.
I just might start a revolution!