rocking weekend
August 04, 2003 � 7:34 p.m.

Second Entry Today

Mood-Sleepy

Hot Like Fire-Aaliyah

"And in his arms, she became someone else. Someone more like herself."-Original Sin

Recurring thought-Dude...I am going to be sooooooooo fucking broke on pay day

A classic "What the Fuck?!?!" moment-People who KNOW this isn't my hair looking at me and saying "Man, you always do your hair so nice. I wish I could change my hair all of time like you."

Alright...I love the compliment...but you're a fuckwit...really.

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I was totally wrong about my night out sucking ass. I had sooooooooo much fun!!

I was bummed at first because I went to get Jenny so I could run her to Sam's so she could get some stuff for her sister's wedding shower, and she was talking about how she was tired and needed to stay in and unwind.

In other words, she wasn't coming out with me.

I was disappointed, but I understood. Hell, I didn't want to go either, and I just thought we could be miserable together but na uh...the diva had to fly the misery flight solo.

So I leave Jenny's and go home and lounge for like an hour when I should have been getting ready, dreading the night more and more, when finally I break down and jump my funky ass in the shower.

Now...I readily admit that I have tendencies to be paranoid for no real reason, but I have noticed this guy looking in my window the last few times I took a shower at night. Now I live in an apartment complex on the second floor. The bathroom showers have this real small window in them (I do not know why) with blinds. I found out the hard way, that if I take a shower with that window closed I would damn near die from the steam and saturation in the bathroom, so I always keep the little window open. It's up high enough where only my head and shoulders are visible, but that's because I'm short. If I were any taller, fuckers would be getting a nice eye full.

Anyway...I was lathering up when I looked over and my perv appeared in his window. I did my usual yelp and duck, but then I was like "fuck this" and just continued to shower. I guess he thought I couldn't see him, because he got really close to his window and I noticed that when I moaned when a nice shot of water relaxed my neck, he reacted by pressing closer to the glass.

Ok...now it's fun time.

I continue turning in the shower, now on my tip toes (uh...very dangerous...I do NOT suggest this stupid stunt to amatuers) so he can see the top of my breasts when I push them together. I continue making little moans and giggles. Now boyfriend is like pacing back and forth and I'm loving it. When he comes back to the window, I reach behind me and move the shower curtain so it seems like someone came in. I spin around and say "Don't say anything...just do whatever you want." So I act like someone is there rubbing on me and bending me...pushing me against the window. Now I'm moaning louder...calling out some name...I don't remember and I tell him to go down on me and then I kick my performance to overdrive. Ok...now the guy in the apartment next to my perv is at his window grinning. I was in the middle of "cumming" when my perv got a bit rambunctious and knocked his fan out of his window!! OMG!!! The fucking look on his face was priceless!!! His neighbor looked over and started laughing when perv reached out the window like he could actually reach the fan from the second floor. I ducked in the shower and fell out laughing so hard that I almost choked on the water streaming from the showerhead. I was so weak I damn near crawled out of the shower.

Mission Accomplished.

That will teach his pervie ass to watch me in the fucking shower!!

Though I must admit...I am somewhat flattered.

Moving on...

I throw on my jeans after all and a tank top so I could flash some cleavage and to my surprise, I didn't look like a sausage overstuffed in a casing.

Fuck...I looked DEAD SEXY!!!!

So I get to the Coast and find Leenie and Red. Leenie announces her boss gave her $250 for the "company outting" and slaps a $20 in my hand and tells me to get started. Ha...no problem. Her friend Sukie had come also, with her husband Fred. Fred is a sexy ass Panamanian man with a thick accent and sultry hips and a deliciously filthy mind. By the end of the night, I think he could have had his pick of any of us, as we were all hanging on his every word.

Shit, when he bought us all flowers and asked for kisses, he slippeed me some tongue and I did NOT protest.

I am such a slut sometimes.

So we had a total Sex In The City type night, as all of our characteristics mirrored those on the show and we just all had so much fucking fun it should be illeagal.

And Jenny missed it all. And I missed her not being there.

Sunday was really laid back. I went and took Relly's room mate to the store (Relly...once again...is locked up) and came back home. My cousin Bill surprised me by stopping by with his new wife and two of the most beautiful pit puppies ever!! One curled up in my arms like a baby with his face in my neck, and the girl curled up on my with her face resting on my stomach. I wish I could have taken a picture. Awwwwww!.

Cowboy, not surprisingly, has come up with an excuse to not come out with us. I expected that. But the asshole wasn't even going to say anything to us. If Jenny hadn't brought it up, nothing would have been said. Suddenly he has to "work" Saturday, when he told us he had requested off already. Funny...his girl is coming down this weekend too, supposedly.

Coincidence? I think not.

Fuckwit.

Satan has called me a few times since Friday. I feel a bit better. I think I was overly sensitve to the entire situation and hey...he didn't like anyone here really anyway so what would he care if they talked shit on him? I think he only liked me, Bunny, Rich, and Greg. The rest...nah...he didn't like most of the time...and the 4 of us only talked about it amongst ourselves so...no harm no foul.

It looks like due to fiancial reasons, Jenny and me won't be doing our strip bar thing this week. I need to get some work done on Silvie (my car) and she had some unforseen bills pop up. So fuck Cowboy...we couldn't do it this weekend anyway. It just would have been nice if he would have mentioned it. And to think...I was going to get a birthday present, too!! Fuck Cowboy and his girlfriend....fuck them up their stupid asses!!

I topped off my weekend by calling the only person in the world that I know would appreciate my shower story...Jenny...and my weekend came to a pleasant close.

Ahhh...Jenny...

It should be a sin for me to feel so comfortable around her...to need her so much. She has really been there for me these past crazy few weeks.

She's my girl.

But she was a damn fool to leave her PS2 at my house!! She will never get that thing back from me!!! Hear me?!?!?

NEVER!!!!

BUAH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!

I am so stupid!!

You missed this "me" didn't you?

Come on...admit it!!!

*smile*