round up
August 02, 2003 � 5:51 p.m.

Mood-Sleepy I think

Don't Speak-No Doubt

"Computers crash, people die, and things fall apart. When that happens, we have to learn how to breathe and reboot."-Sex in the City

Recurring thought-Fuck

A classic "What the Fuck?!?" moment- Drinking a lemon pepsi and now I feel sick as hell.

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Just a quick note as it it almost time for me to act like a fetus and head out...

I'm going out with Jenny and Lennie tonight to the Coastline. It kinda sucks because I am like broke and Leenie invited some guy to set me up with and said for me to get dressed up. I was looking forward to just going in jeans for once.

Shit. I know It's going to suck ass. I never like the guys she introduces me to.

I work in a pit of back stabbing, money hungry vipers. No one here really has loyalty for anyone else...not even the people they claim as friends. If I hear one more person joking about Satan getting fired or taking his sales I am going to flip. Funny...no one is taking up for him...not even his so called friends and it is really pissing me off. Part of me wants him to come in here and go on a rampage so I can be the only one left standing so I can say "I guess I was the only one he liked here after all, huh? and we would break into our devilish laughter and dance around in the carnage.

Ok...I don't know where that just came from and it disturbs me that I thought of that.

Yes....quite disturbing.

Anyway, I am blaming my recent bout with melancholia on PMS.

Oh what...O.J. can use the non fitting glove defense but I can't get away with PMS?

Whatever!!!!

Well...see you on the flip, my lovelies.

Wish me love!!