bonnie and clyde
2003-06-14 � 5:33 p.m.

Mood-somewhat happy

Only have eyes for you-The Platters

"You are number 8 on my top ten sex partner list." Ben Kirkley

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So okay, guess who called me today?

Yup...the Cowboy.

He was calling to see if I could come and see him today...but I was on my way in to work. He called me at 12:42.

We got off the phone officially around 3:30.

That's the longest conversation we had since the time he was upset about all the things going on with him and his daughter and his life....like 5 months ago.

No, no. no...now don't get all excited or pissed at me...it was THAT kind of reconciliation.

We are moving back into being friends. And from the conversation, really good friends. He felt weird about the breakup and he didn't know how I would handle any of it so he didn't call me...like if it would be wise to share details about our lives, but when we were talking, it was all cool. He finally explained the break up and his motives and what he's doing now, and again...the line where he can't say we won't be back together...but he can't say when it might happen.

Cool.

We talked...I mean really talked about his new girl, his daughter, Swiz, and our friends...it just felt so good hearing his voice without that strange tone to it. You know the tone I mean...that hesitant, I don't really want to talk to you because I don't know what to say and you are really making me feel uncomfortable tone. He sounded like the guy I met and fell for.

He sounded like my Cowboy.

We agreed to get together tomorrow and go out to have a little talk. Tomorrow would have been our anniversary. How odd. We will be out getting to know each other all over again on the anniversary of the day we met...hmmm.

We are also going out tonight to party at the Coastline, which should be interesting to say the least. But I want to hang with him...in any venue posible to let him see that we can be friends and do whatever and I can be cool with it. I want him to know that WE ARE cool...and as long as he can deal with it, we will always be cool...no matter what.

Well...unless he pops up and tells me he's going to get married...

But I'll deal with that when the time comes.

I'm just glad...

I'm just extremely happy at the fact that we are still going to be in each others lives.

Bonnie and Clyde ride again.